Hubiera no existe / It would not exist

Como seria mi vida?
Si yo hubiera...
Si en aquel entonces...
Si el sol se hubiera...
y de tantos hubieras y bla bla bla...
Como sería mi vida?
Yo lo se
no estaria aqui escribiendo lo que escribo...

As it would be my life?
If I had...
If at that time ...
If the sun had ...
and so many you had and bla bla bla ...
As would my life?
I know it
I would not be here writing what I write